Good Morning All;


Thought I would wait a few day till I wrote again to see about who might come and check out my blog. However no one has come, I have just one follower and I do believe that is just me lol! I know this is a touchy and uncomfortable subject. Just think how I feel being led to stand up and be silent no more eh? But if my mixed up crazy feelings being put down in print make just one young lady think twice or even please God, change her mind, then I have not suffered in vain right? Who the hell wants to suffer alone and in silence? I already tried that and let me just tell you right away it didnt work either! I went to church, found God, "although I am sure he never knew he was lost", and I sat in those pews. I went to weekly Bible study, I prayed every day and read his word. But I had this secret sin tucked deep in my heart. Not presenting it to God right away gave satan a huge foot hold in my life! Everytime I heard,learned or read about Jesus and his great love for the children, I just knew I had done the unthinkable. Even the unforgiveable right? Surely I have gone too far and he just cant forgive me now. Not for what I have done. I am a murderer after all, I took a life each time I aborted a pregnancy. There must be certain lines Christ just wont let you cross right? Wrong, when I finally humbled myself before my God and found my knees, his reply to me was what took you so long my beloved. He called me his beloved? I had learned by this time that there was just one unforgiveable sin and that is blasphmey. Abortion is not the unforgiveable sin.